jfc if you guys knew the shit I write and don’t publish.

stfuconfederates:

Because what happens sometimes is I just snap from the amount of denial and hatred on this site, and when that happens my sarcasm inhibitor completely overloads and everything I am able to write comes off as potentially too sarcastic, or at least dangerously sarcastic.

This is what you do to me, fellow white people, fellow cis people, fellow men. This is the razor’s edge that I walk.

(plus all that balanced with the fact that I’m not where I need to be with myself, and sometimes I think I shouldn’t be here trying correct these issues in people when I have enough of my own to deal with)

So much this. I get so angry at how heartless and dickheaded people can be that sometimes I stop myself because I feel like if I continued, I’d do more harm than good. I’m still trying to learn how to talk to people in a way that is helpful and not harmful.